Julie walks SAM’s crystal matrix, gazing at the shimmering of purple and green logic along the
passageways. She imagines herself a creature of coloured light, a pilgrim like Dante, who wanders SAM’s vast
and ordered crystal landscape in search of home. SAM used to "live" in her head back in Icaria. Her A.I. partner
. . . her best friend . . . This must be a dream then, she thinks. She knows her way around SAM’s peaceful
digital home, but the place is strangely empty and she can’t sense her A.I. companion’s presence.
Abruptly, eerie shadows scud over her and the glittering walkways morph into slithery, monochromatic
tangles. A warm, cloying wind blows across her face, carrying the organic stench of something festering. As her
steps echo toward a corner, an awful foreboding creeps into her heart. ‘When I get around that corner I’ll see
the dark figure again,’ she thinks, the memory splintering up and sending a shudder through her. The stifling
air rasps through her lungs as Julie wills her feet to stop, knowing full well what will happen; her feet walk on,
no longer hers to control through muscle or mind.
As she rounds the corner she sees the dark figure looming in the center of the tunnel and the rank
perfume of decay overwhelms her. Enshrouded in black robes, the figure casts a gloomy shadow that reaches
out and touches her feet. She shivers, trying to make out a face, remembering that in all her previous dreams
she never could. Like all the times before, the figure beckons her with an outstretched, gloved hand. She
recoils, resisting the force pulling her closer to the figure, but her feet slip. Panic rising, she slides toward the
figure and stares, drawn to look at the shadowed face but terrified at what she might see. She glimpses fluid
features, swirling from one thing to another: first a young woman’s face, then a child’s, then a decrepit,
wrinkled mass. The figure’s arms reach out to embrace her and she starts to slide forward again, arms thrashing
out, grasping only air. Her feet skid on the slimy surface. Somehow she knows, deep in her dreaming soul,
that if she touches the figure she will die. Where’s SAM? she demands, certain that this shadowy figure is
somehow responsible for her A.I. companion’s disappearance. What have you done with him?
[SAM is with us, a part of us now,] the strangely mellifluous chorus of voices
resonate in her gut. [Soon you will be. You must join us also. . . It is time to return ...]
“NO!” she screams defiantly. As she fights the force of the voices and
the dark figure, a soft chirping sound in the back of her mind suddenly
escalates into wails of panic. Among the discordant alarm, a single note
cuts in and she recognizes Angel's voice: Mom! Help! The dark, deadly
figure is abruptly pushed aside by a vision of her daughter, desperately
hanging on to a tree over the gorge.
~~~~
Casting a brisk glance around her, Angel slipped out of her cabin and
stole across the camp. Only the trilling of a robin broke the silent mantel
of first light. She inhaled the sharp sweet smell of wild honeysuckle that
clung to the haze of early morning and hesitated at her parent's cabin
door to peer inside. Both lay asleep in bed, facing her direction, her
father's tanned arm folded around her mother in a loose embrace. Angel
studied their peaceful faces and let a sigh escape her. She suddenly felt
lonely. She knew they loved her, but they also had each other. Angel only
had Aard, the scruffy but strikingly handsome hermit her parents had
cautiously befriended six years ago. Aard wasn't just her friend; he was
her only friend. He was also thirty years older than her. A kind, yet
somewhat mysterious man, he'd taught her family the art of survival in
the wild. He also spun stories about life in Icaria that her mother seemed
oddly reticent to share.
As Angel watched her parents sleeping her mother twitched, her face
tightened and she mumbled something unintelligible. She's having the bad
dream again, Angel thought, as she shrugged her climbing rope over her
shoulder, and turned away from her parents' cabin.
Angel darted out of camp, down the well-worn path toward the
meadow where she and her mother would pick blackberries later in the
summer. Angel gave the flowering brambles a glance and picked her way
through the heath scrub toward the gorge. Her heart raced as she neared
the place she'd been repeatedly forbidden to visit, but she'd be back long
before either of them woke up and no one would be the wiser. Angel
smiled, excited, and quite pleased with her plan.
The clearing just before the gorge yawned ahead. This marked the
place in the gorge where she'd heard the strange noises and seen those
flickering lights. No creature she knew of could have made them and she
didn't for a moment believe her mother's lame explanations that they
were swarms of fireflies, northern lights or even dry lightning. Time to
finally check out what lay below, she thought, peering over the cliff edge
and into the gorge.
Angel secured her rope to a nearby tree and was just about to cinch it
to the caribiner on her strong belt when the chirping noises in her head
suddenly flared, sending a clear note of alarm through her. She spun
around and met the feral eyes of a cougar. It snarled and she drew in a
sharp breath, instinctively jerking back from the beast.
Too close to the edge, she slipped with a shriek. The rope ripped from
her hands and she tumbled over the edge. Something caught her hard on
her leg, abruptly stopping her fall and sending a flash of pain that brought
out a cry. She scrambled for a hold and realized she'd landed on a
stunted, gnarled tree that grew out of the cliff face. She clung
desperately, body dangling over nothing.
Mom! her mind screamed. A rock slithered past and she dared to turn
and watch as it clattered down the cliff, starting a small slide of rocks and
dirt into the deadly darkness of the gorge. She hoped the cougar was
long gone, spooked by her cry and sudden fall. Her arms shook with a
biting ache and a sharp pain shot up her left leg. She wondered briefly if
she'd broken it then bit back the thought and replaced it with another:
soon my whole body will be broken. I can't hold on much longer...
~~~~
Daniel twitched out of sleep and realized that Julie had awoken him by
jerking herself awake with an outcry. She was sweaty and her breaths came
in shuddering spasms. He lifted himself up on an elbow and gently brushed
the long strands of honey-coloured hair from Julie's flushed face. She
seemed to be dreaming about Icaria a lot lately. “That nightmare again?”
Julie threw off the blanket and sat up, swinging her legs over the side
of their bed. Daniel stroked the gentle, beautiful curve of her tanned
back. She glanced back at him and he saw that she'd traded her usual
expression following the nightmare that of distraught confusion with
one of alarm. “No well, yes, but that's not it.” The words rushed out,
urgency edging into panic. “It's Angel. She's in trouble. At the gorge.”
Julie was up and dressing before Daniel had a chance to check the light
outside. “That's ridiculous,” he objected, wiping the sleep from his eyes.
“Angel's eleven she sleeps in every chance she gets.”
“She's down there, I tell you,” Julie insisted, eyes flashing like a forest
on fire. She'd pulled on her buckskin shorts and was cinching in the belt.
“Are you coming or not?”
“How do you know she's there? Did you hear something?” Her senses
were far superior to his. She heard and saw a bird in the distance minutes
before he heard it fly overhead, and she brought it down for supper with
her bow long before he even made a move.
“Don't ask me how. I just know,” she said in a voice strangled with
emotion. She pulled her sleeveless buckskin top over her head.
“That's ridiculous.” He watched her lace up her old Enviro-Center
hiking shoes. “She knows she's not supposed to go there “
“Well, she's there,” she cut him off, her voice sharp.
He stared at her with startled realization. “You don't trust your own
daughter.”
“Should I?” she snapped. “Come on!” She ran out of the cabin. “Okay, I'm coming!” he called. “Wait up!” Daniel pulled on his
buckskin pants and hopped out of the cabin to keep up. Julie was already
out of the camp, sprinting down the main path by the time he got his
boots on and caught up with her. “Shouldn't we have checked to make
sure she isn't in her cabin asleep while we're out here running like idiots
in the dark?”
Julie slowed for a moment and glanced sharply at Daniel as he came
along side her. “The insect-voices in my head warned me,” she explained, “and I heard her scream in my head. I know I didn't imagine it, Daniel. I
saw a clear image of her on the gorge cliff. She's hurt and she's hanging
off a tree branch.”
They ran faster.
~~~~
“Hey,” Aard's friendly voice called from above. “What d'you think
you're doing? Training to fly?”
Angel wanted to cry out his name in relief but she burst into tears
instead, unable to look up. Her breaths shuddered through her,
threatening her tenuous grip on the tree. She slipped a few centimeters
and screamed in renewed alarm.
“Angel,” Aard's voice took on an edge. “Try not to move. I'm coming
down!”
She heard him scrambling above her then her own rope snaked down
beside her as dirt and pebbles rained down from the ledge above. The
rope twitched and bounced as Aard maneuvered himself down hand over
hand. Then he was beside her on a tiny ledge. He tied a loop in the rope
and clipped it to the caribiner on her belt. “Okay, you won't fall now if
you let go. Grab a handhold on that branch and work your way across.”
She couldn't move.
“Let go, Angel,” he said.
She shook her head, crying.
“Are you hurt?” he asked, his voice softening.
“My leg,” she said between choking sobs.
“Okay,” he said, almost as if to himself. “I'll get you up. Just stay
there.” She heard his labored breaths as he climbed back up the cliff freehand.
He finally called down, “Okay, Angel, I'm going to pull you up. Just
let go when you feel me take up the slack on the rope.”
She felt the hard tug on her belt and felt secure enough to unclench
her hands from the tree and grab hold of the rope. She unhooked her
good leg from the tree and bit by bit, Aard pulled her up to safety. As she
neared the summit, she heard concerned murmurs and knew her parents
had arrived.